A darker world is the one i see.
Where frowns are the norm,
Trying to battle our internal storm.
As are masks of pain.
Smiles are always twisted
While the people borderline on insane.
The lights in our hearts are dim
As we're all enveloped in sin.
The eyes are bloodshot and empty
From ruined lives once held.
Lonely is our song
For their hearts are all gone.
Or broken beyond repair
Instead filled with despair.
Skin is marred and hate hangs heavy in the air.
While regret and fury, confusion and depression
are certainly all things that we share.
Hopeless thoughts are always twirling
In our messed up heads that take to swirli
dear angel above me, please grant me strength
i dont know how much more i can take of this place.
i quiver and shake, with adrenaline and fear
trying to hold onto this life i hold so dear.
my bones ache, i want to rest
my skin is marred, take me away from this mess.
sweet one day, then deadly the next
im not welcome in this home, im just a pest.
im suffering here, you can see it quite clear
im ready, its time, im certain of that
come take me away, ill never look back.
to live in the clouds i want to stay.
Bright light,
Fits of fright fill the night.
Shrill screams,
Demented dreams.
Illusions or delusions?
Regardless Rubbish.
All lies.
Truth Crumbles
then dies.
Fake freedom,
Crushing chains.
Regret remains.
Cracked colors,
Twisted thoughts.
Empty emotions
Always caught.
Mind in motion
Continuous commotion.
Yelling voices
always telling,
instructions of destruction.
Just a game,
such a shame.
Long halls,
Padded walls.
Final falls.
Electric chock
Doctors mock.
White coats,
Jacket so tight.
Stop stru
Your eyes do roll, to the back of your head,
you're probably wishing you were dead
As you lie face down in your bed,
and draw your last breath.
You break another pill, and crush it down.
Inject it now, to make your heart pound.
Scars upon your arms, mark all injections made.
But one too many you've taken, the price must now be paid.
Losing all feeling and your lips are going blue.
Your vision is failing, so red are your eyes too.
Then Convulse and shake,
does your whole body ache?
You make your mind quiver as your problems melt away,
In this blissful state that you wanted, you shall forever stay.
Foolish bastard. Youve done it
The Last Overdose by aPatchworkProduction, literature
Literature
The Last Overdose
Eyes,
watching,
every move,
peeking,
peering,
piercing too.
Icy stares,
chilling through,
caged in,
cannot move.
Bright lights,
blinding view.
On the floor,
seeing rain,
melting walls,
and a flying train.
Took some drugs,
it's what I do.
Did I overdose again?
Did I do that too?
People scattered,
all about me.
Squinting my eyes,
trying to see.
What, that holds me,
tight in a squeeze?
I hear me screaming,
rolling about.
Everything spinning,
turning inside out.
Voices are echoing
ringing my ears.
Trying to hold back,
a flood of tears.
Squeeze increasing,
stealing my breath,
Medic I see,
on my path to death.
Needle in hand,
jabbing my arm,
sti
Current Residence: The hellhole we call Florida Favourite genre of music: any kind of rock Favourite style of art: anime & manga Favourite cartoon character: Grimmjow! Personal Quote: "Some people are alive simply because it's illegal to kill them."
A realization just hit me today when I was asked to recall my happiest moment from when I was little: that if you repress so many events for such a long time that after a while....you cant really recall any memories at all....They get so degraded and fuzzy that you dont know if they're actually memories, things you thought or stuff you dreamed. Its pretty upsetting that you have trouble even recalling happy memories because the ones that you can remember clearly are painful ones. I got a bitter laugh out of that relization.
Emo
[ ] I cry a lot.
[] I go to local shows.
[] I wear black everyday.
[ ] I write sad poetry.
[ ] I play an acoustic guitar.
[] My favorite bands include: Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, or Panic!
[x] I think about suicide or death often.
[x] People have told me to cheer up.
[ ] I cry when I see dead animals.
[ ] My myspace pics are black or white or angled.
[x] I wear many band shirts.
[x] No one understands me.
[ ] I don't talk too often.
[x] I look down when I walk.
[x] I wear black eyeliner.
[ ] I have an ex I still cry over.
[ ] My hair is black.
[] My hair covers one of my eyes.
[] I always say 'life sucks'.
Tota